I was recently reminded that wrinkles, laugh-lines, crows-feet, stretch marks, and scars make up the map of a life well lived, today, I’d like to officially add finish and start lines to that list! However, if you asked me what my most favorite memory of this year’s NYC Marathon was, I wouldn’t tell you it was the start line or even the finish line, although both were incredibly transformative, I would tell you that it was all the lines leading up to the big day.
I would tell you about the slight scar-line that graces my knee from the time I fell on a 15 mile run down the West Side Highway with Cindy, Loretta, and Paola. I would tell you about the extra laugh lines now residing by the corners of my mouth from runs shared with Erin, Sharon, Jacqui, Lily, Anu, and my boys. I would tell you about the extra wrinkles etched on my forehead from squinting through the dark on super early morning runs with Melissa, and I would definitely tell you about the time that I got at least a dozen extra grey hairs, from the time Loretta, Paola, and I thought it would be “fun” to run across the George Washington Bridge!
I would then proceed to tell you all about the fresh new lines I earned marathon morning. I would beguile you with stories about how absolutely incredible it was to be driven to the start line via police escort (thank you P). I would beg your attention as I told you about how, while butterflies legit danced in my stomach, I watched as Steph Bruce, Molly Siedel, and Kellyn Taylor prepared to toe the line. I’d even add that Molly Siedel (MOLLY SIEDEL!!!) used the very same porta-potty my friends and I did…to shake out those pre-race jitters! I’d tell you about how I cheered so loudly for the wheel-chair athletes that I nearly lost my voice before I’d even begun to run. I’d tell you that those last little lines I earned smiling, cheering, and jumping about were some of my most favorite, because I know for certain I earned them alongside best-friends and greatness.
With the freshest of lines settling into place, it was time for Loretta, Paola, and I to begin THE race. As we marched forward (clad in matching hot-pink and black) onto the Verrazanno-Narrows Bridge, the crowd grew louder, and you could just make out Ted Metellus’ voice welcoming us to the starting line of WAVE 1!
WAVE ONE PEOPLE!!!!
Truth Bomb – if there was ANY way to get spectators to the start line of the NYC Marathon…you would for SURE have more than just 1% of the population running marathons!
With helicopters above and beside us, we crossed the infamous starting line atop the Verrazzano, let out the loudest collective cheer, and threw our hands up for the first of many, many more cameras to come.
Everyone knows that mile one of the marathon is the steepest uphill climb of the whole race, quickly followed by an absolute gift of a downhill; our only goal for these first two miles, was to collect 3 discarded Dunkin’ Donuts pink and orange hats – check, check, check 🙂
At the end of the bridge, Loretta made the decision to push her pace and said goodbye to Paola and I. We told her to run like the wind, that we believed in her, and that we would be right behind her (wink, wink) if she needed us. I won’t tell Loretta’s story, because it’s not mine to tell – but I will say she crushed it, and we are so very proud of our bestie!!
Paola and I forged on, having made a pact long before we toed the line that morning that we would stick together all the way. I cannot stress enough how incredibly blessed I was to know that I would have this fierce, gritty, beautiful-badass beside me for the entirety of the race.
Paola will laugh as she reads this, because even though I have now run this race four times (and am a native New Yorker) I still don’t have a damn clue where I am going inside those five boroughs of NYC 99% of the time. With that in mind, please forgive my course description vagueness – might take a 5th running to cement the map 🤷🏻‍♀️
Miles 1-10 were a blur and felt truly effortless – Paola legit high-fived the hands of every single child that put forth their small little paw, step for step beside her, I smiled and laughed as strangers called out “Go KC!” “Yeah Pink Ladies!” and “It’s the Dynamic Duo!!” “Pay-Oh-La!”
Mile 11, the high wore off, I think at this point I turned and asked Paola just exactly how damn long we were going to spend in Brooklyn, I also definitely told her, that there was NO chance I was going to be able to hold onto sub-10 minute miles for the duration. She was quick to poo-poo my doubts, and said simply, WE GOT THIS; her optimism and faith in our potential outweighing my own at that moment.
Mile 13.1, the half way point: bridge number two, and the first time we stopped. The KT tape that I had applied to my right foot (as I had every long run) somehow loosened and was balling up underneath my foot – no good. I stopped and pulled it off. Much better…until not a tenth of a mile later, there was not one, but 2 rocks inside of the same shoe. Another stop. It’s here were I truly thought to myself there is NO way I can do all of what we have just done over again.
Doubt…wrinkles….lines….
We push forward knowing that Paola’s family and the Queensborough Bridge couldn’t wait to see us! The crowds at this point became our focal point; each time we begin to doubt ourselves, they called to us (by name!) to remind us WE GOT IT! I will tell you it is both much harder to stop running and to continue to doubt yourself, when you can hear your name on the lips of family, friends, and strangers! The power of NYC lies in their collective belief that EVERYONE CAN make it AFTER-ALL!
Up and over the Queensborough Bridge (did you know every bridge is NYC an uphill?) and down onto First Avenue…the crowds are deafening. Truly. You literally cannot hear yourself wonder about the next ten miles and you certainly cannot hear doubt creeping in. My smile was as bright as the sun in the sky that day, we reframed and told ourselves we had just a little “long run” left. Buttttttttt, First Avenue is long, very long, so long that it encapsulates nearly 3 full miles of the race as it brings you from Manhattan into the Bronx and back again.
By mile 18 everything from the waist down was ouchy, however, I can say that since my proverbial “wall” had already happened at mile 13, I was fairly confident I wouldn’t hit another one. What I wasn’t so confident about was exactly how I was going to get from mile 18 to mile 26.2. It was then that I saw the most simple and perfectly timed sign:
TODAY, YOU ARE FINISHING A MARATHON!
In that moment everything fell into place. The lines I’d earned to get to the race, the lines I was earning with each step; smiles AND grimaces – it didn’t matter HOW I was going to FINISH, all that mattered was that I DID!!
Once we got over the LAST DAMN BRIDGE (thank you Emily Litman – she’s there EVERY year!) and rounded the corner into mile 21, the pep in our step picked up ever so slightly.
Paola and I both had spectators all along the course, but I knew that MY people (Andy, Grayden, and Brody) were waiting for me in Central Park at mile 24, roughly twenty-one minutes from where we were.
Then came Fifth Avenue, and, did you know that just like the bridges in NYC, 5th Ave is also UPHILL. Oooff – who designed this course!? – I absolutely asked Paola that at least twice on the climb up 5th and towards Central Park. But, much like 1st Ave, the crowds on 5th were the MOST electric I’d EVER seen or heard them! NYC had proven mile after mile, and especially when we needed them MOST, that it was BACK and BETTER THAN EVER!
Seeing Andy and the boys at mile 24 gave me the strength I needed to get to the finish, and much like Paola had shared her early energy with me, I did everything I could to share my current energy with her.
2.2 miles left, we regrouped, and used the slightest bit of momentum garnered from running DOWN Cat Hill to keep moving.
Left. Right. Repeat. Left. Right. Repeat.
“Ladies in Pink!”
“Pink Power!”
“Paola!”
“KC!”
The line we’d been longing for was minutes away, and I knew we’d be crossing with smile lines STRONGER than ever! But, the best part about that upcoming finish line, was knowing our dearest friends Sharon and Jacqui were waiting to hang medals around our necks (thank you all NYRR volunteers…but especially you two!!)
As I sit to write this now, I can still feel the chaffe line on my back from where my ID rubbed itself into a (painless) memory, I can see the callus on my right big toe, and until a few days ago, I could still see the RUNNING ON HOPE temporary tattoo I’d placed on my thigh.
The map of my body is different today than it was a week ago, it carries stronger lines and more memories, and each reminds me of the life I’m LIVING. Thank you to NYC, to Paola, to Loretta, to Andy, to Grayden, and to Brody for helping me establish all my new lines. ❤️